Recovery

Today is December 23.  I woke up this morning thinking about this day in many years ago, my first day

I love my morning bus ride to work. I get to have someone else weave through the rush hour traffic

It was the spring and I had been in Program for two weeks. Waiting for the meeting to start, I

“This program is portable, and you don’t have to stay home to stay abstinent.”  I heard those words early on

 The break started with a memory of a place and a food connected to a moment saturated in grief for

I spent the majority of the afternoon planning a vacation my mother and I are taking, a process that has

Desperation came calling again. The first time was a week before Thanksgiving  when my weight was 326 pounds (148 kilos).